Just stuff

Just found out on of my dear friends has breast cancer. I am so heart broken. I cried so hard.  We are going to have a titity party , it should be a blast.  Having this last neck surgery really scared me. Not sure why. My daughter wrote me a letter in her journal and it nearly broke my heart when i read it in the rehab.  I am going to write back to her today. I have an incredible husband who I do not even know what I would do without him. Man the shit we have been through together sometimes i have no clue how we made it this far.